Days go by

Well, yet another day under lockdown. This history may surprise people, when they read about this pandemic hundred years from now. Just like the Spanish flu. We don't know much about it. I just realised that something like that happened a hundred years ago. Anyway, it appears we as humanity have to reckon with these things, once in a while. Thats the way our evolution has been. There is nothing new. Nature is doing its job of culling the unfit. It's not the strongest who survive, but the fittest and the ones who adapt to change. 

For us here in Chennai and India, the lockdown started somewhere around 23rd of March. It is now July 4. More than a 100 days of easy, medium & hard lock downs. We are seeing about 4200 infected on a given day in our state. This city sees something close to 2k infections per day. Looking at these numbers everyday with no hope of improving everyday has become a ritual. One automatically sees these numbers. Whatever, this is a lot of mental trauma, to be cooped up in the house. There are cops in the main roads, confiscating anyone travelling on a vehicle without a valid pass. This also gives us a taste of how a dictatorship works. If this is how North Korea feels, it is hell. I don't think anyone can get used to this kind of life. 

Trump, is one of the worst person to have walked on earth. A carnival con-man, who took over America. I mean, America never had any moral high ground to start with in the long shot. Its just that, this guy laid everything bare, which is painful to watch. And also the fact that there are so much prejudiced people in that country to make him win, is a big surprise. I think the mentality of people now is that I need to be financially safe. I would do anything to ensure that I feel safe in my community. And they just vote this dumb ass when he promises that he can do that. I guess the mechanisms of economy are much more complex for dumb ass like trump to understand. But he is projecting the image of a person who can do this and for people with bottom of the barrel iq, that is enough. There is a dumbing down of wisdom over these decades. There is knowledge but no wisdom since the advent of internet, videos, media et al.

There are a lot of mental ailments, that go unnoticed. 

Deep Shit

                   It so happens that we are in deep shit. With this virus. But coming to think of it, it's not bad after all. It's not going to kill all of us. That much is clear. It only kills, at its best, 10 out of 100 people and in some places its just 1 in 100. And the trademark of us humans, that made us rulers of this planet, is adaptability and survival. We'll soon decide or we already have that these 1-10 weak mother fuckers are a small price to pay for us to move along. And from a evolution perspective, we have disposed the weaker link.

                    I was listening to George Carlin, and by God, isn't he accurate. On many things. I agree with him on many things. Quite a philosopher, and I feel, should Socrates be alive now, I don't think he would be any more interesting than George. 

                     I don't have much in me to write today. So I will keep it short. 

Let me Come

                       It's been a long time since I wanted to start a blog. Not just a personal diary, but a place to write something meaningful. My personal diary is full of shit. Failures, Crying, Depression, Racism, Sexism everything that is offensive and those aspects I cannot associate myself in public. It is basically a toilet with a diarrhea of emotions that is suitable only to be witnessed by myself. I think everyone else's dairy would probably look the same. This habit of showing a politically correct face will not exist if there is no financial repercussion associated.

That said, I wanted this to be public facing. Some day, this may come out of the darkness of internet, perhaps a few hundred years from now. Or perhaps until google exists. Whatever, I just wanted anyone reading to know, that I existed. Just a phone number in a public toilet. No one knows if the number is actually valid. 

Coming to explain the situation we are in right now, as a people, in a planet. It sucks. We have this virus pandemic. People do seem to be dying. But not at an alarming rate. But this virus has already messed up the place with lasting effects. There is some kind of recession brewing and is already here. I hope it doesn't get worse that it looks like it will. One lesson learnt though is that most governments fucked up in the face of this pandemic. They were not ready to face a real threat, when all of them have been gearing up only for imaginary foes. Us against them. Starting with Trump, Putin, Boris, Zhi, Bolasero, Modi, Imran Khan and the rest of the bullshitters. 

If we can't face a virus, how about an alien invasion. How would these monkeys fare. They are so busy finding enemies within, that they would probably try to make friends with an external threat until they get nuked in the ass. Just saying. We are in a shitty situation. America is going through its favourite past time of shooting a black guy and burning some shops, until the situation goes back to normal and another black guy gets shot. China as usual, fucked up the planet for good this time with a manufactured virus, but got up and is now trying to fuck other countries more. I mean, I don't want to be racist, but the motherfuckers are doing a lot of harm.  

Every thing seems to be associated with the size of their premature dicks. They want to make up for it in so many different ways, with the biggest army, with a lot of copied products, stolen trade marks, fake stealth jets etc. But no, their dick is still small. Nothing can be changed. The bat soups will define their achievement for this decade, no matter how much they have progressed or if they have progressed at all.

Yeah. But all this affects you only if you read the news. Or live in a city. If you don't have internet, you'll be secure from most of the bullshit from this planet. And if you don't have a mobile, you are close to reality, perhaps a few feet away from the Dalai Lama. That's all I have. I can write better perhaps, but this is the mood I am in right now and this is the shit I can produce. Take care ya'll and don't forget to put on your masks on top of the one you already have.